song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=teXA8N3aF9M&feature=related it is impossible to say what it's really about, as i have no idea. but it captures my mood.
then, someone who i've kinda known for a while but hadn't ever really talked to (that i came to respect intellectually QUITE fast) absolutely shredded my argument with ease. i hadn't bothered to come up with good examples, or much backing. i expected to simply be correct on genius credit.
i went home and came up with ways to back up my argument. im not certain im correct. not even 50% certain.
i had a blog post planned. it was three pages long in a notebook, i'd wrote it out during a class i ironically share with this person. the long conversation i had changed every single thing that i was thinking that day.
one decision i made a while later... im probably going to stop going to the patio afterschool. quite simply, i dont end up doing anything THAT interesting there. i spend every hour of every day of my life busy lately, and i just dont have time to waste. i'll go to a few clubs, but the patio jsut isn't a good use of my time.
my birthday party was a lot of fun. i love you all. it's a shame about those who missed it. olr if i forgot to invite them. i feel so guilty about that.
only one thing remains that i still want to post. and it's not an opinion. it's that my entire body aches.... i hate being sick.
and then, the person upon whom i've developed feelings. im not exactly trying to forget it, but it's hard to let go of. i have a class with them, and i think i look forward to that class too much, even though neither of us talks much in that class! then again, it is a pretty awesome class just from the teacher and other freinds lol. but i feel like the odds of it happening are too low to justify anything. meh.
i dunno what to say now. bye, i guess.
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